One country night, long ago, I sat and
watched “Braveheart” with my dad. The
movie was about the brave warrior, William Wallace, who wanted to free Scotland
from the English vice. I sat there,
clinching at the coach with my eyes spying at the TV, then my hand. Other climatic moments, I galloped to my room
as if I was a war horse myself. I fled to
my room, to escape the truth of how excruciating war pain was. I thought, what silver courage and brawn
hearts these men had. They rode into
battle, knowing the solemn certainty, death.
The death they faced was wrenching and wrought with agony. They fought hand-to-hand combat, fighting,
clawing for their lives and land. They
fought with swords and other weapons that would make your core chatter with
anguish. I sought comfort once more in
my room for the final debilitating scene.
I could not watch the torture William Wallace had to endure. I stood at my door, sobbing, about a man I
did not know, but felt his Scottish spirit breaking. He was a Lebanon Cedar, branches breaking in
torrential winds, then uprooted by the “English” black storm. Before this movie, I never knew who William
Wallace was. I was never taught about
his “grizzly bear” bravery. The “blue”
history touched my heart and soul. My
soul was tweaked and my heart hammered with sympathy. I was blood stained of history past.
Throughout history wars have flogged
nations. They have beaten lands till
they’re black, blue, and crimson red.
Scarlet lines trickle through war reflective rivers, then flow to the
sands of Iwo Jima. My grandpa, Alfred
O’Banion, was a marine during World War II.
He sandblasted his way over the island of Iwo Jima. This is the explicit truth about war…it’s
terribly tangible. It’s real wounded, scarring labor. My grandpa was in the midst of fighting with
his friend, standing ghostly close to him.
My grandpa looked over his shoulder, his friend now crested with the
bloody landscape.
I come from a long line of strong,
battle-tough men. My dad was a marine
who fought in Vietnam. He didn’t say
specifically that he took a life, but he told my mom, “It was either you or
him.” He didn’t talk much about his
jungle days. He just said, “He was
thankful to get home.” My dad was not
one to ponder on the past. He left
Vietnam and the monsoon “blood” rains buried in the rice paddies. There was one story that struck my
heart. My dad recalled a memory. He sat, ready at attention with his fellow
Semper Fi colleagues, armed with guns and God.
When you face death in the
bloodshot eyes, everyone believes. The
marines prayed that the helicopter would crash before their boots hit the
ground. My dad prayed to get back
home. To home, to the protecting pine
trees of Louisiana.
I think about antique history and what
men had to endure. Then, I think of “sand-built”
society today. Where is grit gardened? Where are the strong “Redwood” men
planted? I feel like I live in a weak
generation. I live amongst termite
infested wood, rotten and crumbling. The
main reason…the lack of faith. When
faith is veiled, you cannot face fire and brimstone. You don’t have the strength to strap on your
armor, nor place your foot in the stirrup.
The so-called “Millenial” generation whine and cry when they don’t get
their way. “Millennials” fall apart when
they are brushed with a slight breeze to the back. They are like two year olds, rolling on the floor,
pouting and screaming. I get queasy at
the thought that I belong to this generation.
My dad raised me to “fight the good fight” and when you fall off the
horse, to get back on again. Get back
into the saddle, ride…ride, fast and furious!
Lope right into the fray. Win the
godly, triumphant race!
Throughout the years we have went from
iron fists to light feathers. We went from
working the land to set every cornstalk in my hand. Where is the strength in taking an axe to a
tree? Where is the pride in building a
house? We have become a nation of
sluggards. Cutting the grass? That takes
too much energy. Buy a house with a
pool? No way! Too much up-keep. It’s sad we live in an “ant-less”
society. People would rather starve than
store food for the winter. The grim and
dirt has washed from men’s fingernails.
Men, time to get dust on weathered faces and toil! Time to work the “inner” land!
What have we become? We’ve went from warriors to walk-abouts. Let’s look back on leather legacies and
reminisce. William Wallace and other
comrades like him, faced troubles head-on.
They didn’t look at the loose ground beneath them. They hiked cliffs, rocks slipping from underneath,
but treaded towards their prize. Let’s
climb, grapple towards the same prize.
Do not go on a wobbly walk-about.
Climb, hook boulders, and go boldly.
Let’s make leather legacies!
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